Namaste

Today I was sad I wasn't able to give my mom a hug and tell her how much I appreciate her. She is the reason for my successes and I wouldn't be half the woman I am today without her being my biggest fan and best friend. A big shout out to you Mom, Happy Mother's Day.

Spending Mother's Day with the second best mom I know though was exciting, as everyday here has been. We went to our hot yoga session, then brunch at Coquettes, and finished the day indoor rock climbing! Surprisingly enough, it's a blizzard here in the Springs today, but we didn't let that ruin the day.

This morning our yoga instructor reminded us that the past is a memory, the future is a fantasy, and that the only thing that we can do is live in the moment that we are in. Since unplugging and actually living in the moment since I have been in Colorado, I have started to appreciate a lot of things that I think I forgot about when social media was consuming my life.

If you know me well enough, you know that my two biggest fears are failure and heights. Today I was challenged to climb the rock wall and not fail when trying to get to the top. This was a battle between my fear and pride, but after a couple of times, I set everything aside and made it to the top.

If there is anything that I have learned since being in the Springs it's that fear is just a state of mind. You don't have to be scared to take that extra lap, climb a little higher or fail a few times. In order to get where you want to be, and be the best that you can be, being scared is perfectly normal and failing a couple of times only makes you work a little harder.

To everyone who is working towards something to better themselves, I say Namaste to you.

"I honor the place in you in which the entire universe dwells. I honor the place in you which is of love, of truth, of light and of peace. When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are one."

If You Wish To Go Anywhere You Must Run Twice As Fast

Closing the door behind me, I take a look in all of its glory at the 2013 300E Mercedes interior that I was sitting in. Black leather with wood trim, fully loaded...beautiful. As I turned the key, the Benz woke up and reminded me to fasten my seatbelt. The car had just been sold and my boss chose me to take it to its final destination. I didn't turn on the radio, but instead listened to it switch gears.

When put in the presence of something beautiful, something that you know that you are lucky to be around, we act differently. I am going to be the first to admit that I am guilty of this. Would I have treated a beat up '95 Chevy truck the same way I treated the Benz? Probably not, and neither would you.

The world would be a far better place if we would take a step back and instead of judging something on its worth, embrace it for all that it has to offer. Maybe the '95 Chevy doesn't remind you to fasten your seatbelt, but the 'hug' that the seatbelt gives when fastened lets you know that you're going to be safe. Maybe the Chevy doesn't switch gears as easily, and sometimes it actually gets stuck in second, which is a little awkward, but it reminds you that not everything is perfect and no matter what, it will still get you to where you need to be.

Today will conclude my first full week in the Springs and marks my first pay day! The people I work for are the coolest people I have ever met. My boss has offered to fix Diana's car for her and lend me a car to drive back and forth to work, which is beyond awesome of him. I have been beyond blessed so far while being here and everything has fallen right into place, just as I had hoped for.

Today in the books after work Diana and I are going to hot yoga then painting with a twist! As sore as I am from Crossfit this week, Yoga will be a nice change up. Speaking of Crossfit, Diana introduced me to a babe the other day, we are grabbing drinks on Monday. My first question to Diana, do they sale Makers Mark here? Oh my Old Kentucky home.


“My dear, here we must run as fast as we can, just to stay in place. And if you wish to go anywhere you must run twice as fast as that.” -Alice in Wonderland

Who In The World Am I? Ah, That's A Great Puzzle.

I walked into my first Crossfit class last night and felt like I was in a room with people who spoke a different language. I learned that there is a different name for everything I thought had another name, which was interesting. After the workout I didn't feel defeated, as I thought I would, I just wanted to learn more on how to better myself and become stronger. Coach Dakota smiled and said, "We will get there." Good enough answer for me.

Isn't it crazy how as humans we become like the people we surround ourselves with? Not even a month ago I was slingin' drinks, keeping the Lexington restaurants in business and not working towards any specific goals. A week being in Colorado with my sister, I have hung up my party girl pants (for now) and am working my way to being successful in all areas of my life.

After reading just the first few chapters of Dave Ramsey's Money Makeover book, I can't wait to make up a budget for myself and follow it. The key to being happy, in your 20s, 30s, 40s etc. is to become healthy in every area of your life. 

What I have learned is that so many people are so far in debt with money, their weight and with other people that they have given up on focusing on themselves. If you want something bad enough you have to be willing to make changes and stick to them. 

Some people thought I was crazy when I told them that my reason for coming to Colorado was to figure out exactly who I am...I'm not 100 percent sure, but I think I'm on the right track. 

Get out there and find yourself, you will be pleased with the path that will take you there. 

This Is SPARTA.

This morning Diana and I woke up at 7 a.m. and geared up for one of the most mentally and physically challenging races that I have ever experienced in my entire life...but it was and probably will be the greatest thing I will ever experience. The Colorado Springs 2014 Spartan Military Sprint.

 

It was 85 degrees in Colorado today, and Diana and I were set out to do a few things; kick some ass, get a little dirty, and survive. 15 plus obstacles stood between us and the finish line, all of which included ice cold water and A LOT of mud. These obstacles included, but are not limited to, crawling under barb wire in muddy trenches, carrying sand bags and 20 pound back packs up multiple hills, pulling a cement block up and down a muddy path and getting over multiple 7 feet walls...I think we can officially call ourselves pretty bad ass...or as some people would call it, an official Spartan.

 

Today I learned a lot about myself. Not only did Diana and I push and help each other if needed throughout the race, we finished something that many people are too scared to even try.
Lesson number two: Go into every challenge with a positive outlook. No matter how hard the obstacles you come across get, don't give up. In the end, after going through the sweat and pain you come out a better and stronger person.

Also, who doesn't like free beer and gold medals?

Tonight after washing the layers of mud away, I started to notice my battle wounds the Spartan race left behind. All I could do was smile. I never thought that I could do something like I did today, but now that I know that I can, I am anxious to see what else I am capable of doing.

Push yourself and you'll be surprised to see how far you can go.

Spartan out. :)

Give A Girl 24 Hours And See What All She Can Do

They say that good things happen when you least expect it. Last night when I boarded my flight in Dallas to fly into Colorado Springs I would've said you were crazy if you told me that the next 24 hours were going to be the way that they have been.

Row 16 was where the adventure started. To my right was a girl who looked pretty normal so I initiated a conversation with her. After the first hello, conversation over airplane Dr. Pepper, and successfully making everyone around us feel awkward, I met one pretty awesome person. The guy to our left had 'beats' on for half of the flight but after asking him what he was listening to he took them off and joined in on our conversation about the latest Cosmo that I had picked up in the gift shop. Needless to say, even in the most terrifying situations (since it was the first time I was flying alone) fun was going to be had. My two new friends heard all about my trip and the blog that I was going to be keeping and they wrote these sweet messages in my notebook. Lesson number one: talk to strangers, because everyone really does have an interesting story to be told.

This morning I woke up to two little cuties jumping on my bed. I can't even believe how much Sarah and Carolyn have grown! I went to Sarah's assembly at her school this morning where she had her very own part, I was one very proud Aunt :)

I took off this afternoon and went exploring the area and did a little job searching. After walking into a Mercedes Benz dealership, an hour later I landed myself a job as a receptionist. Like, can someone pinch me? This has to be a dream! 

Tonight I went to my first hot yoga class with Diana, and even though I almost died because of the temperature and lack of oxygen from the elevation, I told them to sign me up for 6 more weeks of Crossfit and Yoga! 

24 hours exactly has gone by since I landed in Colorado Springs and already great things are beginning to unfold. 

Stepping outside of your comfort zone really does lead to so many opportunities and so far, a hell of an adventure. Can't wait to see what's next.

Rejection Is A Blessing In Disguise

Tonight is my first time writing since SurfKY shut down in Lexington in January. I had gotten a job that not only I loved but was good at and that to me was my first big step of being a successful college graduate/adult. One day I was going to interviews and catching up on Lexington's newest artists and sports stats, and the next day I was being notified that at the first of the year I would no longer have a job.

This was a hard thing for me to swallow. I had a taste of success. I was networking, meeting fascinating people everyday and keeping up with my own column that people actually enjoyed reading. It was so hard for me to understand why this was happening to me, and without searching for answers, I put my computer to the side and slipped into a rut.

From my experience, I think that if anyone can make it past their first year out of college without losing sight of their goals and who they are, they can accomplish whatever they set out to do in the first place. In college they taught me how to write a resume' but they didn't teach me how to handle the letter that came informing me that they 'had found someone else to fill the position.' We were taught where the best places would be to look for a job, but we didn't learn that just because you want a job doesn't mean that it will be available to you. 

My new journey starts when I leave for Colorado for a month just 17 days from now. Right around the same time the last chapter of my life began a year ago. I understand now that timing is everything, and that things will happen at the exact moment that they are supposed to. One door closes so another can open, would you honestly read a book if it only had one chapter?

People think that when you are in your twenties you should do one of two things; start a family or start an adventure. We are part of a generation who is so lost that we are all just trying to figure out who we want to be. For now, I choose adventure. I have chosen to go out and explore and see what else it out there. Maybe I'll find answers to all of my questions, maybe I wont find anything. But the important thing is that I haven't stopped searching. I haven't given up hope that one day all of the rejections will lead me to something far better than what I had planned on settling for in the first place.